[late night delirious endorsement]
One of my biggest fears of moving to San Francisco was having to drive a car again. I hate cars, I hate traffic, and I hate any time spent on the road.....unless it gives me the opportunity to listen to NPR.
Yes, I'm a big dork. I love Nina Totenburg for making legal affairs dialogue so exciting, and I gotta get my Talk of the Nation, but I got completely caught off guard earlier tonight by a guy I don't usually get to listen to while on the road, Ira Glass. Well, it wasn't Ira glass, but it was This American Life, and it was someone else (Lisa Pollak) narrating on the show that had the same rythm and delivery as Ira usually does (I watched a lot of episodes in the Showtime show).
Point being, I'm driving back from Oakland, and I tune into the show about a Iraq War Veteran coming back to the US and having to face his fear of Iraqis/Muslims. I was immediately thrown into full contact reality as an American soldier openly talks about the way the war changed him, and how he's dealing with it as a civilian. I was literally sitting between him and his enemy as he faces a group of people that he has been conditioned to hate. Powerful stuff.
As if that wasn't enough, the next piece in the episode takes it up a notch and throws you into a montage of minds that are facing their inner demons. Real people dealing with eating disorders, drug addictions, compulsive behavior, etc sharing the voice that talks them in to all kinds of trouble. Act Two ends with the question, "Do you feel like the voice is winning"? To which one of the people responds "Yes, I think I'm in some serious trouble, to be honest." On the air, she realizes she's loosing the battle with herself.
I almost had to stop the car because so much of my day is so impersonal, and frankly much of my life is. Its easy to coast by on superficial interactions with people not having to get your hands dirty in their emotions, or sometimes you just don't get exposed to this level of conflict. I personally have never faced conflict like this, and it really took me out of my shoes for a second to see some of the incredibly tough situations people are dealt every day, and what thoughts are going through their minds as it happens.
Well, This American Life put me right in the trenches for a couple of minutes and it was an experience like no other. Something you rarely ever see on TV, and just doesn't have the same impact in a book.
Please check it out:
http://www.thisamericanlife.org/Radio_Episode.aspx?episode=340